Imagine how gruesome the situation is, when you keep fighting all your life with the adversary, one which doesn't go away and keeps coming back with the same vengeance and valor and then you reach a state of mind, when you start accepting that adversary as part of your life. Such is the fight against Migraine, a disease which is still not very well understood. Siri in her article Arms at Rest has described her day to day battle with severe migraines, and how she is accepted it as part of her life. She even has referred herself as a 'migraineur'. I second her thoughts as I have battled with migraines all my life, not that severe though. The best way to deal with this adversary is to take him to dark room, shut down your brain (which sometimes is hard, isn't it) and sleep over for couple of hours if you can. Medication MAY or MAY NOT help.
"John", comments: I found your article refreshing. In a world where we all expect (deserve) good health, your comments make a great deal of sense. I too suffer from migraines, but not to the extent of your affliction. My boughts are usually limited to one day. Almost always, exactly six hours. They almost always come at a time when I am letting down from stress and almost always on a Saturday. Like you, I have come to accept them, though not welcoming them. But I feel it is my body or God’s way of forcing me out of the mainstream and putting me in a position where I can do nothing by lie still and wait–to think of nothing specific and to lose the ability to do anything for myself or others–to let go of control and ride with the flow. I would like for them to stop and have revelled in those times that I seemed to get them with less frequency, but like any challenge or adversary, dealing with them might just make me a better person.
I feel very much like John, where attack makes me an alien in my own house. Handicapped to think, walk or talk and nothing more than a body on the bed with all senses active experiencing the helplessness against nature. Nevertheless, I have come to appreciate more about times when I am healthy and when I am more able to use my faculties. Blessings are in abundance that we have, its just that when they are taken away from us, that's when we realize how important they are.